A little girl, torn from her mother before the umbilical cord was even cut. Séverine screamed incessantly for three days. Then she fell silent. She simply stopped speaking, eating, reacting. Six weeks later, she died. Officially, her death was attributed to typhus. In reality, it was a broken heart. Aurore gave birth to a son in May.
She managed to hold him in her arms a few hours before he came to get him. I was with her when it happened. I saw her face shatter into a thousand pieces, forever disfigured. In June, I gave birth to another boy. Dark hair, closed eyes, tiny hands gripping mine with an inexplicable strength. I felt both love and hate.
I loved him because he was my son, I hated him because he was her son. The next day, they took him away from me. For Maisteiner, the war was over; he had disappeared before the Allies arrived. Some say he fled to South America, others that he was killed by his own men when they realized defeat was imminent. We will never know. I returned to Saint-Rémi-sur-Loire.
My mother died of grief. My father didn’t recognize me when I knocked on the door. I stood frozen, watching the old watchmaker stare at me as if I were a ghost. Perhaps I was. I lived for sixty-five years after the end of the war. I lived alone. I worked as a seamstress. I never married.
I had no children. For decades. I never spoke about what had happened in that camp. Not because I wanted to forget, but because no one wanted to hear it. Until 2010, at the age of 86, when I agreed to be interviewed for a project commemorating the forgotten women of the Second World War.
This was the first and only time I told my whole story. What I revealed in that interview goes far beyond anything I’ve shared before. Because what happened to my sisters and our children didn’t end in 1945. On the contrary, that was just the beginning. In the upcoming episodes of this documentary series, I will unveil secrets that have remained buried for nearly 70 years.
Secrets about the true fate of the children born in this camp, about the clandestine network coordinated by von Steiner, about the day I found something I thought was lost forever. But before going any further: if my story touches you, if you think stories like mine deserve to be told, please support me by liking this video and leaving a comment below. Because we create memories together, and every voice counts.
I spent the two years following the end of the war in a kind of trance. I barely slept. I wasn’t really living. I existed like an old, yellowed photograph, tucked away in a drawer, never looked at. Aurore came back to Saint-Rémy with me, but she wasn’t the same anymore. She spoke very little.
She would sit for hours by the window, her hands on her knees, staring at a point only I could see. Sometimes she would murmur a name, always the same one, the one she had given her son during the few hours she had been able to hold him in her arms. She died in 1947. The doctor diagnosed tuberculosis.
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